I can't even begin to explain what kind of couple of weeks it has been. They say the first two weeks are the worst and I have felt it. I think things might finally be calming down a bit, but in the meantime it is helping me be better as a person- and boy do I need it. There is so much I want to say and write but I am limited to what I can. The point of this blog was to educate potential birth mothers about who we are and seeing how we aren't really on that path anymore I feel this blog can serve me in other ways that I can't share publically. So this will be my last post before I go private.
Our family won't always look like this, but I will enjoy it while I can - and hope that by updating this blog on a more personal/private level for myself I will better be able to preserve the special and hard times through pictures and posts for my future family and hopefully future children.